MONEY

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the sem is coming to an end.
to b honest, i calculated and re-calculated numbers every other day.
how much do i need a day?
how much can i spend a day?
how much do i need a year?
how much can i earn during my holidays?
how much more do i need to earn during school days?


people have been asking if my parents r supporting me.
why dun i ask them for help.
i wish i could. but i shouldnt.

i shd be supporting them in their old age but instead, i will be trying to
survive for the next 6 years. how can i ask them to support me instead?

i wish i can be optimistic.
well, at least i am trying to. telling myself the sums do work out
and they are possible. i can earn 70-80% of what i need during the breaks.
i just need to do minimal work during school days.
im hoping not to work much during school days coz if i maintain a 70%
grade avg, i qualify for a nt20k bursary. it comes in handy as it will cover
1.5mths of living expenses.

im hoping there can be more bursaries or scholarships avail for intl students.
else i really wldnt have much for any other stuff like overseas medical trips,
conferences etc. there r alot of opportunities but all of them need to be
self sponsored. which prevented me from applying this sem.

im asset rich but running out very fast in cash. ive a house!!
if i sell it or downgrade it, i can easily pay off my study loan n not worry
a day to support myself for the next 6 years. but too bad, not until my sis
gets married n my bro finishes his uni, i will provide them with a roof
over their heads. haiz ~
the burden of being the eldest....


how abt winning 40k in the lottery soon?
that's about all i need.

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