INSOMNIA

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it's day six of September 2014.
7 more days before I fly.
Have been sleeping like 4-5am every night.
The time now is 0336 in the morning.
Im a night owl for sure but somehow....
I think.... I just wanna stay awake for as
long as I possibly can. Try to buy some
extended time or something.

Im supposed to pack but somehow
Im not woeking on it at all.
I know I should and I must start now..
But im just pushing it day aft day.

Think my grandma's memory not doing
v gd these days. I know it's part of
aging. She's hitting 85 so it's d life cycle
at work but I guess shez aware n shez
affected much. With me going away, i
just hope she will live long enough,
healthy enough to see d day I don d
white coat n attend my graduation.
I really hope d others will step up to
tk extra care of her when im no longer
ard to do so.


ive always been backpacking to weird
places, sometimes alone for long periods
of time.. But you know u will b back
a wk, 3mths or even a yr later.
Things u have always wanted to get done,
Things u know u wanna fix up, if u
dun do them now, u can always get
them done when u come back.
Yet, when u know u will not be back
for such a long time, the fweeling is
totally different.


也许我已经开始不舍的放下my 31 yrs
of life here. There is so much to bring
over, more than just the books n clothes.
No matter how seasoned a traveler ive been ~


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